I had a good day today. I opened all the curtains and blinds in the house to let all the sunshine in. I felt so refreshed the whole day until just then.
I suppose it's another wake up call for me, to realise something that I've always been denying. I don't think I can avoid it anymore. I'm not giving up. I'm just letting it go.
I don't know if it's pure intuition or just plain paranoia.
But to be honest, I'm not okay.
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Thermo exam Friday. I shall take the night off to relax. I'm really depriving of sleep. I am trying really hard to make myself happy and not feel stressed. I just can't wait for this phase to be over.
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