Final Last Words.

I realised I've lost more than just a friend.

I've lost a whole group of people who meant so much to me.

I've lost all these wonderful people because of my stoopidity and selfishness.

I didn't know when to stop until I've lost them all finally.

I didn't know how to appreciate them. I took them for granted by thinking they will always be there to care for me. But now I know, I've been troubling them as well. I'm sorry.

I'm numb now. I'm not feeling anything anymore.

I don't want to feel anything either.

I need something new to believe in.

To believe that time will heal.

There is no point trying to be happy anymore. I've lost everything.

I made these things happen all by myself. And I'm bearing the consequences.

There is no point trying.

I'm tired of everything.
I'm really tired.

Goodnight and Goodbye.