First day

The whole morning before work, I was looking at my phone, hoping, wishing that I will get my early morning greetings from someone who mattered, to wish me well at my first day of work. But as the reality is hitting me, it is not going to happen. I was actually late this morning, ended up waking up my brother to take me to work. On the way to work in the traffic, my phone "ding dong-ed" (my message ring tone =P).

Thank you so much Sher Mayne for your text this morning, it really did mean a lot to me.

Even though I would admit, I wasn't expecting her to send me a text, but knowing that she remembers, I really do appreciate it. Thanks girl!

The whole day at work, I was told a lot of things, a lot of new procedures, a lot of typical work related processes. Work, is just work. Not too sure how to make fun out of it yet, but for now, I guess I just work, for the sake of work.

I'm not too sure if I should make this a happy post about all the interestings that I did today at work, or not-so-happy post about what work had made me felt.

I walked home from work today, took me an hour because I was walking really slowly, and my feet hurt because of the heels. I was thinking about a lot of things, about what I can do to fill up that huge hole in my life, like a big part of my life bit out of me. Just like how I want to take a bite at that chocolate donut that I'm using as my wrist rest. ~o~

I got my own nice workstation, good computer, brand new comfy chair, and apparently, it's a "Oh wow" that I've got two mobile drawers in my workstation. Really nice people at work, good working environment and all that I would say.

Anyways, after work, as I was walking home, I see myself in the reflections of shop windows along the street. I never thought I looked that good in office suit. (Talk about being vain, lol). I realised indeed, I have lost a lot of weight. No wonder why people has been telling me that so many times lately. Will talk more about that weight issue next time.

Meh, again, things didn't leave me alone as usual. Walking home, waiting at the lights to cross, cars turning, and of all cars, of all people, why did I see this familiar face. I was wondering where I saw this guy before. Then I recalled, he's the guy who plays volleyball with him in ACCC. Yes, him again. Oh wells.

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I really don't think I'm ready for it yet.

Good night.