I don't like quiet nights. Though it's a good night to stay in just relax after such a stressful exam, but I'm not liking the feeling. Things are coming back to me. Memories and tears just keep reminding me about everything. I'm tired of crying already. But it's even harder to cry without tears. I am very much better this week compared to last week already. I feel like I'm a new person, but it's a new life that I need to get use to. And I don't like that feeling, in a place where I don't know what will happen. The fear of emptiness. I should go sleep. Tomorrow's a new day. Many things that I have to do. Many challenges that I have to face. I have to be strong. It is a new day after all. I should be able to do it. There is no point in hanging onto the past. People move on. I really don't want to be left behind alone. Silence is a sign.
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