I came across these words again just this morning on Facebook,
as a note posted by a long distant friend in Malaysia.
I've seen these words three years ago.
And it appeared again just at the right time,
to remind me, and everyone else.
I remembered I've posted these on my previous MSN space, the one that I left typing for the better. The one where I had all the thoughts and emotions that I had to face three years ago. Although they were not as bad as things are now, but I still want to learn from them.
To learn from these words.
To be able to really cherish every moment given to me.
I guess these words really helped me a lot in making me a better person today.
It is exactly one week from the moment it ended.
Everything still as clear in my mind of the events that unfolded that day.
The thoughts, the fear, and the lies.
It has only been a week,
a week full of tears and pain.
I really do hope that you will be honest to yourself and everyone else in the future, don't lie to yourself until it becomes a reality.
No matter how tough or bad times are, there will always be a light.
It is only a matter of how you approach it and accept the light.
The biggest lesson that I've learn from all of this,
to be able to love someone,
is to be able to sacrifice selflessly in everything that you do.
I have to keep reminding myself, it wasn't my time.
The love had not belonged to me.
I sincerely wish you all the very best in everything that you do in the future. I wish that you will be able to find someone who is truly important to you, and be able to protect her, because no one would want to go through this pain of letting go.
Even though it is still really hard for me to do this. But I cannot afford to have thoughts or glimmer of hope, because I still don't know how important I was to you.
Regardless, life goes on.
I can only take things as it comes. Whatever happens, happens for a reason.
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The words that I would like to share with you and everyone else.
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
I am feeling grateful because I can learn to smile again.
Please remind me if I ever was important to you.
Have a good Sunday afternoon.
All the very best for your exams tomorrow.
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