Thank you.

Thank you for being the first.
Thank you for everything.

I really want to thank you for everything that you did.
All the good times, and all the bad times.

I've learnt a lot from this.

I sincerely would like to thank you for giving me the chance to share those times with you.
Though the end may not be how we would like it to be, but like everyone says,
Everything happens for a reason.

Even though the time may not be right for us this time,
Even though it still hurts no matter how hard I try,
But I'm trying to accept it,
like how I accepted everything that happened before.

People make mistakes,
We just don't make the same ones twice.

It was tough for me today to have to finally let it go.
I've lost count how many times I've cried over the week.
But after one big last cry,
I finally realised, it's not so bad.
I can finally accept everything.

People fall, people make mistakes, it's okay to let go.
It's no use trying to hang on to something that doesn't belong to me.

Though it is really hard to let the past go.
There will be the good times that I will miss.
The good times when I felt I was truly cared for.
The good times when I felt I had it all.

But it's time to face the truth now.
No one says it will be easy.
It will only be a matter of how we deal with it.

When I finally accepted that I can't hang on to the past anymore this evening,
I want to use that energy for better use.
To make myself, and you and everyone else a happier person.

I can never totally hate someone for things that was done. We can't control whatever that had happened. No matter how bad the damage was, no matter how hurt and stabbed I was, I realised I can never hold that as an excuse to hate someone. Saying "I don't know" may not be an excuse. Even though I was angry, I was in disbelief, but it did happened.

It's only a matter of how we deal with that anger.

And now, after so much tears,
I want to let you know that,
Thank you for teaching me so much.
Thank you for teaching me about the "law of attraction"
Thank you for teaching me about things that I never thought I would do.
Thank you for teaching me about how it would feel to lose someone whom I truly cared for.
Thank you for teaching me about what it means to really like someone and all the sacrifices that I was willing to make.

I would not think knowing you was a mistake, in fact, it has been one of the happiest times I had in my university life.

I don't know how do people usually react to the end to relationships.
But for me, though it still hurts, I really don't want to have negative feelings about things. I really do believe that open-mindedness is the key to be able to accept things, no matter how much the good times hurts, I let myself cry. Because I know, it is okay to cry.

I never believe the idea that one wrong doing would erase all the good actions.
We have to fall in order to learn to pick ourselves up and walk again.

The thing that hurt me most now, is to leave all the good times behind, and get used to waking up in silence, not knowing what the day would bring. The fact that I've finally lost someone whom I thought I can depend on, someone whom I thought I can make plans with.

You have made a significant impact on my life. You have changed a lot about me, and I thank you because it was all for the better. You have made me a stronger person, and I hope this would make you a better person too.

I guess it wasn't my time after all now. The future holds uncertainties for all of us.

As the clock ticks each second, we're making a decision. We're making a decision that would change the past. We just need to be responsible for the consequences, and know how to deal with it.

I just want to share this everyone who had cared for us. Thank you for all the support and care. I know we will never be alone in this. We can all learn from this. Take the good, and leave the bad memories behind. No matter how deep the wound has been, life goes on. There will still be people who cares for you.

You just need to realise what is important to you, and learn to communicate it. Time may not always be the answer, you have to help yourself.

I remembered I said this three years ago,
"No one can save you, if you don't save yourself".

Time will not save you. You just have to be strong and stand up for yourself.

I know it is not easy especially at a time like this. I really want to wish you all the best for your upcoming exams. I wish you good luck for everything you do in the future.

Learn to cherish things that are truly important to you.

The chapter has finally come to an end.

And it just means it will be a whole new beginning.
Even though there will still be the remaining hope, but it will be a hope for the better.
I hope this shall not be the last good bye.
=)

Have a good night.