Stranded

Wow, I didn't realise the world is so small, I didn't realise how one thing lead to another. How you think you know someone, turns out there's more than it meets the eye. It's a little cliched, but who would've thought. I am just as surprised, maybe I was the only one who was in the dark the whole time, and even probably still now. I suppose I was the only one wondering what was going on couple of months back. But it's funny, who would've thought, the circle of people around us, and now I see connections. I like finding out things. I like knowing about what's going to happen. It does not mean I want to be a nosy person and stick my head into other people's business, but more like knowing my position, and where I stand in the circle. It seems that I am slightly clearer about things now. It is rather interesting I would say now that I know. I feel great. Because I feel like I'm an outside person watching all of these happening as though it's a movie. All the ironies. All the lies. All the misunderstandings. All the words. All the feelings. All the emotions. All the drama. Wow.

And I'm really proud of myself. Just checked my exam results. I'm really happy and proud of myself of how I managed to still concentrate and focus knowing what is more important to me. The rough two weeks in the past, had proven to be a waste of time and it will not stop me from achieving what I really want. Sooner or later, everything in the past will just be stored away as lessons to be learned.

Never think you know everything, because there will always be things that you never know.
And when you find out, it is what you do with that knowledge.

Unbelievable.