I've been waking up really early the past few mornings. Today included. I woke up thinking about many things. Sometimes I wake feeling really angry. Sometimes I wake up crying. Sometimes I just wake up wondering what the day would bring. Deep down the pain is still there. I wonder when will I be able to wake up looking forward to something happy. I'm not saying the past week was bad, I had a great time with the great company of friends, and I thank you all. But the happiness that I'm looking forward is to be able to fully accept things as they are now, and getting used to everything. It is really not easy.
Who am I kidding anyways.
From the moment you did what you did, I've already lost you.
So why am I still making plans with you in it.
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