Anonymous

Yes, I know, it's the fifth post of the day. What a record. I thought I wouldn't type anymore for tonight, but the anonymous left me a comment that strike me to say something because I wonder how did I ended up "avoiding the problem". So is it wrong that I still have my feelings and because I couldn't get over it? Just because I don't have someone else to console me and flirting in return. I am learning to face the problem. The problem being that I have to learn to accept someone whom I thought was decent and have at least some respect for me, who turns out to be so unexpected.

I have tried many ways to solve the problem, to get over it. But hey, I'll admit I'm not that good at switching my emotions so quickly. I can't just turn them all off and pretend I'm okay about it. One thing for sure, from the very beginning, I've said this, I know I will be okay on my own. I will get up on my own two feet, only a matter of time. I have my own principles and boundaries that I will stick to. I am thankful that I have true friends who listen to me, and give sensible advice. Friends whom I will not take for granted and take advantage of. I will move on with my life, and make sure I won't make the same mistakes again. I really don't wish anyone to go through such pain and emotions either. I am moving on very well on my own, even though I really didn't want to resolve to erasing someone's existance, because the person I used to know has disappeared. For now, I'm just letting all that feelings and memories slowly fade away, because there is no point to keep them at all. So much for a happy ending. Meh.

So to the anonymous, would you mind giving me more advice, or enlighten me about what you're thinking. Thanks. =)