I've been really naive. I always thought something good will come out of it. What's wrong with me, please tell me, because I really don't know what I'm doing or feeling anymore. I thought I was stronger than this. But who am I kidding. What a waste of tears and emotion. What a waste of time and brain cells. I didn't want it to reach this point, but I guess I have no choice. If hating him and erasing his existance would make me feel better, then I have to do it. No one's going to help me, if I don't help myself.
Who would've thought. You think you know someone, you think all those good times were true, but who would've thought someone would do such a thing. I can't wait for myself to get up and over this. I really look forward to the day I will totally forget about you.
I really understand what they say now, the first cut is always the deepest.
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